你离开的那一天
天空有点灰
见不着你最爱的蓝天
少了一个人斗嘴
多些朋友的安慰
一切 都不是错觉
来不及道声感谢
故事已结尾
太多事情来不及后悔
我还有太多心愿
太多梦没有实现
桌上还留着过去的照片

我一个人的失眠
一个人的空间
一个人的想念
两个人的画面
是谁的眼泪是谁的憔悴
洒满地的心碎
我一个人的冒险
一个人的座位
一个人想着一个人
眼角的泪这不是错觉

来不及道声感谢
故事已结尾
太多事情来不及后悔
我还有太多心愿
更多更详尽歌词 在
太多梦没有实现
桌上还留着过去的照片

我一个人的失眠
一个人的空间
一个人的想念
两个人的画面
是谁的眼泪是谁的憔悴
洒满地的心碎
我一个人的冒险
一个人的座位
一个人想着一个人
眼角的泪这不是错觉

那些年 那几天 那一夜 都恍如昨天
这些年 这几天 这一夜 你让我失眠
我一个人的失眠
一个人的空间
一个人的想念
两个人的画面
是谁的眼泪是谁的憔悴
洒满地的心碎
我一个人的冒险
一个人的座位
一个人想着一个人
眼角的泪这不是错觉

This blog is created.. ever since i called him mine... but now.. he is no longer mine.. if ever got a chance again... i will tell him..  in my heart.. you are still my one n only one Hubbi.. that i love.. yea our r/s is so unstable till now it failed. n we broke up again.. now we are like a stranger... worse break up ever? it seems everything coming to the end.. but i believe somehow somewhere. if our love is true love.. we will be tgt again.. i am waiting for you like a fool.. i am scare one day you tell me you have fall for someone else.. n tell me move on ba..
but i am trying hard to fight for it.. but you like doesnt care.. i dont know your action n ur heart is link anot.. cause your action shown you dont want me already... if they are linked.. should you tell me that i should move on? why are you hanging me there like a idiot...
why..

Labels: my love..

i am suppose to sleep now.. but yet i can't sleep don't know why.. my mind like got lot of thing. i am so sick and tired of life.. and my family... sometime i feel they so selfish. and sometime i feel damn bad for treating my boyf lidat... haizzz. ever since i pull him in this shit with me.. we been quarreling every single day... of work... and my dad... everyday i end work.. will quickly go in my room. n dont want to go out of my room.. trying so hard to avoid my dad.... feel damn stress facing him... my emotional not stable at all.. i keep crying ever since i work for my dad... nobody understand hw i feel... although i got share it with my boyf. and my nuer.. and feel much better. but.. next day again same thing happen... i feel that i cant breathe and cope it..  i really hope the biz can close down.. is jus like haunting me lidat... all my dad worry is abt money... yet i got no freedom.. no off.. no mc... and my sis can go out damn late den come back or go oversea.. while i cant... Why is it so unfair to me... i alway come here blog abt my problem.. but no one is reading but at least i feel so much better typing it out...


“This life is what you make it. No matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And baby, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soulmate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.” 



Well guess this is life... as long as i have him with me...

Labels: my love., My soul mate

Today is our anniversary ! at here wish my Hubbi Happy 4yrs anniversary! Thank you for always standby me. always pamper me. although this yrs our luck is damn suay.. but as long as i have you.. nothing is impossible. i know i everyday keep say i stress.. think lots.. keep quarrel with you.. i am sorry about it. i really dk hw to cope with the stress my family ppl gave me. "To a man who cared me when I need. To a man who made me happy when I was sad. To a man who guided me when I was confused. To a man who supported me when I failed. Happy anniversary to my Love." XoXo

Labels: 4yrs of love

Hello Peeps! doubt got people see my blog. anyway i am back blogging.. no matter what i still blogger is the best place i can rant all my unhappiness . If say in fb people will comment. lazy to explain either.

this yr 2013 is not a good year for me. everything screw up... my dream my life my freedom my friends. ok to be honest i can count my friend with my hand . doesn't matter life still need to go on...

sometime i feel no one understand me except u only uh. i wonder if my life doesn't have u .. what can i do ... i really too depend on you lerh.. my boyf is the best for me.. no matter what he can read my mind.. he alway understand me.. he can tolerate my unreasonable  temper. i know my temper getting worse .. i am sorry for all the hurt i cause to you.. i really love you my noob.. hope u can sense it..

Labels: MY Tok Kong BOyf