lunch now...
stupid project..
do so so...
i being missing him..
if i later ask him
tomo wii he be at home?
can i go find him?
wad will he ans?
nope? yes?
wad is his reaction?
happy? sad? no reaction?
wad if he say i cant go find him?
i only jus wan see uu 5mins also happy ler
at least i saw uu? if can hug tat will be better
but i dun noe...if i go ..uu sleeping.. think
i will jus sit one corner see uu sleep ba...
i jus wann uu beside mii.........


when i think of him..i smile..
but when i saw wad he msg mii..i cry
cus i didn't expect tis will happen..
i keep thinking of him.....
hw i wish uu are beside mii rite now
at clementi ite canteen listen to ppl sing
not they sing nice..is they sing de song..
tat i normally will hear him play..or sing to mii
our sweet moments ...

sonetime i wonder if dun have tis competition
maybe we wont end up lidat..wont quarrel etc etc...
fucking school.. regret being de top student...
i gt regret..i really do...
i really really...lu

Labels: hate de fucking competition