tomo is chinese new yr
plus is qing ren jie uh,
lols suppose to be happy,
bt dun noe y moody so low,
anyway.. i decided to go for work attachment,
since uu all say i only waste money if i continue study,
denn forget it, i will get myself well prepare get into working lifestyle,
its hurt when uu all say to mii, ur sis studying poly already very x,
uu still wann study poly..waste money...
my life is so fuck up,
i wan to study , they dun let,
when i dun wan to study, uu all force mi to study
so wad de hell uu all wan fro mii..
i am getting tired ler super tired=(
and
since tat de case, i am going to work..
i am going to support myself...
if i am able to do tat ler,
i will leave tis bloody hse for dame gd!!!
nw every single step.. i am learning...
i nd to face tis world tat so freaking unfair..
will uu understand my feeling? will uu support my decision?
if i go work attachment.. is wk day all 8 am to 5pm and for a months...
will uu mind? haizz i really nd to adapt to tat life ,
i really hope uu will understand mii,
n we won't quarrel cus of tis,
i will try to ask my dad every sunday of tat month,
i come acc uu..if he allows..
bt at least i am trying even though i noe its way not enuff time to acc uu..
cus even i also feel not enuff...

GOD DAME IT!! ITS SUPER HURT

hw i wish uu now at my side..
giving mii advice on wad to do uh..

but uu did say, if i wan to go for it, denn go ba...
at 1st i say no cus i tok i will be able to study poly..
now outcome is i can't study poly,
unless i ownself pay..they jus directly shoot those hurtful words
in front of mii..

i jus wann get out of tis hse asap!!!

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