i am suppose to sleep now.. but yet i can't sleep don't know why.. my mind like got lot of thing. i am so sick and tired of life.. and my family... sometime i feel they so selfish. and sometime i feel damn bad for treating my boyf lidat... haizzz. ever since i pull him in this shit with me.. we been quarreling every single day... of work... and my dad... everyday i end work.. will quickly go in my room. n dont want to go out of my room.. trying so hard to avoid my dad.... feel damn stress facing him... my emotional not stable at all.. i keep crying ever since i work for my dad... nobody understand hw i feel... although i got share it with my boyf. and my nuer.. and feel much better. but.. next day again same thing happen... i feel that i cant breathe and cope it..  i really hope the biz can close down.. is jus like haunting me lidat... all my dad worry is abt money... yet i got no freedom.. no off.. no mc... and my sis can go out damn late den come back or go oversea.. while i cant... Why is it so unfair to me... i alway come here blog abt my problem.. but no one is reading but at least i feel so much better typing it out...


“This life is what you make it. No matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And baby, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soulmate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.” 



Well guess this is life... as long as i have him with me...

Labels: my love., My soul mate